Saturday, December 15, 2012

my year summed up into a christmas letter


One of the blessings of this time of year is the chance it gives me to connect with you, my friends and family. Although a lot of us follow each other on facebook and know most things that go on in The Blady household, I feel a Christmas letter is still necessary and personal.

This year has proven to be a very challenging year for me and for my family. I start every single year saying “This is going to be an amazing year.” I am sure the things that have happened have, happened for a reason, I am still working on the reason :) The first thing that happened this year was the passing of my grandfather. He had been in a nursing home for about 2 years and we had grown very close. We were never that close growing up but he became a very important person in my life. He was not happy in the home and I know that he is in a better place. Also in January we went on a trip to Hot Springs Arkansas with our best friends. It is always nice going on trips with them. Our kids are all best friends as well and we have a blast anywhere we go. February was not so positive. My dad was diagnosed with glioblastoma stage 4 brain cancer, which is terminal. I flew to North Dakota immediately and met with my sisters so we could be with our dad. It was the hardest thing to hear and to see him was even harder. He was in such a great mood and he acted as if nothing was wrong. He is a strong man and the last thing he wants of his girls is for us to feel bad for him. He was given 4-6 months to live, so I decided that it would be best for me to stay there with him, so he began radiation soon after. It was 2x a day, and it was the most aggressive radiation that they could give him. During that time we also began chemotherapy in the pill form. After the 6 weeks I decided that I wanted him to come home with me so he could spend time in Louisiana, he had planned for years to come down here, and I wanted my kids to be able to spend some time with him. It went by so fast.

He went back , and about 3 weeks later, when the kids got out of school, I drove up there with all the kiddos. One the way we stopped and saw my mom and we also went to Ouachita National Park in Oklahoma , Then it was off to North Dakota. We spend the whole summer up there. The kids LOVED being on the farm. I can not think of one single thing they did not like about it. The love all animals, tractors, the family, EVERYTHING! They could definatley handle being farm kids one day. The Gefroh family was so extremely hospitable for keeping us so long. Gavin was even able to fly up there for almost 2 weeks to spend time with us and dad. He was there for my dad's birthday and for Fathers Day which was very very nice. During the course of the summer it was time to admit my dad into a nursing home. The doctors said that there would come a point where we would have too and that point came. It was so hard, I cried for what seemed like forever but I knew it was the best decision. At that point he could not walk anymore and was always so confused. At one point before he went in he drove his vehicle over an hour because he had to go to his shoe factory, which is nonexistent.. He was becoming a danger to himself as well as others with this behavior, he just did not know what he was doing. I could tell you so many stories of crazy things he said or did, he always made me laugh. I was able to take him out of the nursing home whenever I wanted to though, I just had to help him into the car and pack up his wheelchair. I was happy that I was able to take him to the farm and on little outings.

Summer was ending and it was time to get the kids back home so they could go back to school. My mother in law was so gracious to fly to North Dakota to drive back home with me so I would not have to do it all by myself. We took the kids to the Badlands and to The Rocky Mountains. It was amazing, so peaceful and beautiful. It was cool to see snow on the tops of the mountain in late July. The kids had a really nice time seeing so much this year. They saw Hot Springs National Park,, Ouachita National Park,, The Badlands, and The Rocky Mountains. They are some lucky kids!

After school started I was on my way back to North Dakota with Lucas in tow. Boy that was a looooong drive just me and him, but we
made it. We spend every single day with my dad, he actually won a trip from the Dream Foundation for adults with a terminal illness. They gave us a trip to Yellowstone, it was such an honer to receive that. Unfortunately we were unable to go, my dad got sick and had to be

admitted into the hospital the day before we were scheduled to leave.He had a lot of lung issues and they believe that the chemotherapy has burned his lungs. So I had to make the decision of taking him off of chemo, I believe it was Gods way of keeping us in Bismarck so I would be there for what was about to happen.

In the beginning of September we received a call that my stepmother had passed away at the early age of 35. My dad had 4 children with her and they needed someone to be there for them since their dad was sick and their mom was no longer here. For the next 2 ½ months I lived in a hotel room in Bismarck with them so they could stay at their current school. My mom was able to come and help me, which was a blessing, and she was also given the opportunity to spend time with my dad. At one point during the summer my mom, dad, me, and both of my sisters were able to be together. Soon we began legal proceedings so we could have the children placed. Gavin and I knew that we were not able to take care of all 4 of them since we have 3 of our own, so God put the Merks into our lives. Our families go way back and they are great people to help take care of my siblings. Gavin and I took guardianship of my twin 7 year old brothers, Wade and Weston, and The Merks took my 3 year old brother Wyatt and my 9 year old sister Madison. They are adapting very well and are very loved.

This school year so far Abbey has been dong very well in school, she is now in the 5th grade. I can not believe she is already in 5th grade, time goes by way too fast. She has joined band this year and she really enjoys playing the clarinet. She has grown up so much in the last year, I see so much of myself in her and its amazing to watch her grow into such a beautiful young lady. She is ready for spring to come this year because she wants to play softball this year. I can't wait to see her out on the field.

Nathan has been busy with football. His team made it all the way to the Superbowl this year, just so you guys know, football is a really big deal here! The Superbowl game was the only game I got to see him play this year and although they lost, it was amazing to see him play. He really has a lot of love for the game. Now that the season is over , he still plays football in the front yard every day and takes his football to school so he can play at recess :) In school he does great, he makes straight A's and is a very smart kid. He is also excited for the spring so he can play baseball again, he is definitely a sports lover!

Lucas, well he has been with me all year so he has a lot of fun at the farm. He has went out seeding, combining, bailing, you name it and he has been out doing it on the farm. We have done a little homeschooling here and there with him and man he picks things up fast. He is growing too fast as well. My little guy is going to kindergarten next year so I am taking advantage of all this time that I have with him.

Mid November I was able to finally go home. I was able to spend some incredible time this year with my dad and God has given him way more time than anyone expected, and I am truly grateful. He was able to spend quality time with all of his children and we all were so lucky to spend this time together. When else in life would we be able to come together from so many states to be together like we used to when we were little. I am now home, and we are all adjusting to being a family of 7 now. Oh goodness 7!! The twins are adjusting very well though and so are my kids. Nathan is acting very grown up lately, He now is a big brother to 3 instead of 1 , Abbey is such an amazing help, and Lucas, well he is cute.

Well I am sorry that this letter has gone on so long, but I just didn't know how to some this all up in less than I did. Believe me, I could have made it longer! Thank you for taking the time to read this letter, I wish you all the Merriest Christmas Ever and the Best New Year! Remember to cherish your family this year because you never ever know what is in your near future.

Love The Blady's
Gavin, Amber, Abigail, Nathan, Lucas, Wade, and Weston


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