My ups and downs

*Warning* You are going to read this and then remember my last couple days of blogs where I was lala happy and had a great life! Ok well I do a great life, and am very thankful for what I have just so you know!

Today is one of many days that I wake up only to want to go right back to sleep. I woke up, made sure I had everything ready for my sunday school class, then went back to bed. I decided about 830 it was really neccessary that I get out of my bed and get ready for church. That was all fine and dandy, my class drives me crazy sometimes, but its God's work and he has called me to do this. Anyway after I got home I went straight to my bed, I only got up because I promised my friend that I would watch her kids. Since then I have been pretty much sitting here staring at the computer doing nothing really, putting stuff on my pinterst, and having tons of intentions of being super crafty. All I want to do is go back to bed, I would love to sleep and sleep and sleep for what feels like forever.

There are some stress isssues in my life right now and I am sure that is contributing to the tiredness and my emotional rollarcoaster feeling. Thanksgiving is stressing me out to no end, there are just so many different issues right now. My grandpa wants to ride with me to missouri, which I honestly think will end bad. I think he will get aggravated with the kids and yell at them, then I think that my grandma will be bitchy towards me for even bringing him, they are married but she left him in a nursing home down here when he had his leg amputated. Then I don't know whether my husband or best friend is coming with me, because of my husbands lovely bosses at work who are obviously not capable of making decisions and want everything super secretive we don't know if he will be home for thanksgiving or not. I like to plan and non of this is planned in stone. Then there is the other issue that went on 16 days ago that for some reason continues to tear me up inside. At most times I really think I am over it, REALLY, but it just won't go away. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to deal with it, I just don't know anything anymore. I pray and pray and pray that God can help me destress about thanksgiving and get past this little bump in my life, it just doesn't feel like it is working.